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I could never imagine the amount of pain and guilt i feel right now. For the first time in my life, I actually now what guilt feels like.
I hurt another person and drove them away, Usually in break ups im more concerned about myself

I realized it too late, i should have figured all this out many years ago. �I donapos;t set out to hurt people but i do, im so blinded that i didnapos;t realize the rift i was causing. This situation i put myself in . Iapos;m a selfish, jealous, untrusting person. I treat people the way i have been treated in the past and thats not fair to hurt someone like that. How could i become the person that i hated.

Iapos;m scared i will admit, scared that i may never be able to make it up to the persn i hurt. But i�have to make these changes none the less or ill continue to live my life unhappy and make others miserable.�

I�need now more then ever to sit back and think about what it will take to make myself happy. I have taken some great preliminary steps. But the road will be�a long one. Life is forever changing�and mstakes will happen, but�I will perservere. I will keep�updating�as i figure things�out.

For now im going to work on being the real me, and im going tobegin to get in shape..
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